Devious Journal EntryWeeee.
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me...
Sorry, I still love the Used.
I Still Need ItThese knives hidden under mattresses and stabbed in the backs of stuffed animals tell the untold story. The contradicting story of lies, long sleeves, stains, concealer, and love. It's neverending, no matter what they try to say. I got myself into it so I should be able to get myself out of it. But it's just not that easy. I'm always going to need it. No matter what promises have been made, and what promises have been broken, it's the only thing that has always been there for me. The only thing who's loyalty has never wavered. The only thing that has not yet betrayed me. I just wish I could betray it.I Still Need It
I'm Sorry.I didn't mean it. It didn't happen. I didn't do it. It couldn't have happened, because I didn't let it happen. He wouldn't do it. I wouldn't do it. But, he did it and I let it happen. And I fucked up. I let it happen. And I got caught up in the moment, and I wasn't thinking, and it's all a blur, but I did it. And I'm sorry. And I've now completely ruined any chance of getting what I want. And I've ruined what I once had to fall back on. And it's my fault and I can't believe I let it happen. But I can't help but wonder what he saw me as. His little brother's ex girlfriend, drunk, and naked in his backseat. Or an equal. Or maybe just a whore.I'm Sorry.
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"With screams you defy still silence rings.
Prayers to some god won't change a thing.
Gleam in your eyes reduced to tears.
And deep in your heart you've nothing but fear."
~Morbid Angel
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*~Theskyisbleeding~*
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"Only the lonesome love us, Only the careless can handle us." -Every Time I Die
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Come get a piece of me. Is that what you want? Rip me apart until I bleed because it's all my fault. Come take your piece of me if that's all you want. Cut out my tongue so I can't speak. And then you can talk about me.
-My Ruin.
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"Only the lonesome love us, Only the careless can handle us." -Every Time I Die
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Come get a piece of me. Is that what you want? Rip me apart until I bleed because it's all my fault. Come take your piece of me if that's all you want. Cut out my tongue so I can't speak. And then you can talk about me.
-My Ruin.
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"Only the lonesome love us, Only the careless can handle us." -Every Time I Die
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Come get a piece of me. Is that what you want? Rip me apart until I bleed because it's all my fault. Come take your piece of me if that's all you want. Cut out my tongue so I can't speak. And then you can talk about me.
-My Ruin.
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